Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Things have been good since the last time I posted. I went for my HSG test and everything came out great. I have no blockage, and I was sure that I had something wrong but I didn't and I have God to thank for that. I've also come to terms with God is in control of everything and I just have to let him take control of this situation and try and live a normal life with Matt. So, I've told Matt and myself that I'm done worrying and I'm not going to stress anymore about us getting pregnant and when God want's us to have a baby he will bless us when He thinks that we are ready and until that day come's, I'm gonna enjoy my life and enjoy all my free time I can with Matt, our families, and my awesome friends. I just keep praying for patience and strength and for God to take away all my worries and I know that he is doing all of that, because a few day's ago I was worried about a situation at work, and that same day, God took my worries away and I know that He is watching over me. I've also changes some things in my daily life and I have a great friend, (Melissa) to thank for that. I use to listen to radio station's like 106.1 or 93.1 or even country stations, don't get me wrong, I like some of those stations, but I will always remember what Melissa told me one day, she told me that she listen's to KVNE, which is a Christian radio station, because it make's her feel better and it let's her know that God is alway's there, so I took her advice and that is all I listen to know when I'm in the car or when I'm cooking dinner for us, I just pop in a cd that she made for me and I just listen to it and it makes me feel so much better. So, for now I'm just gonna relax and enjoy my life and live for God.